Everything changes

2009-03-22T07:18:00.002+08:00

finally i am blogging again
so busy these few days/weeks 'preparing' for the exams
next tuesday is the start of the exams already
still havnt study finish everything yet
so many things to study sia
gonna start studying starting from tomorrow and not use com till after exams
i hope i can do that :P
anyway its my dad birthday today
so happy birthday dad

score not bad for my quiz
i hope i can do the same for my mid term as well
*pray*
haha
must get 100% for service!!!
wanna do in house XD

2009-03-03T03:27:00.002+08:00

currently using my friend's com to blog
i am so damn tired these few days...
mainly because i go snowboarding almost everyday XD
i have got nothing to do now but just waiting for the time to pass cos got to ask my supervisor about some intership stuff so decide to blog since i have been nagged by people to update :P
lets see what have i done over the past few days....
friday went snowboarding
saturday went snowboarding
sunday stay in school study for the whole afternoon which gave me a big headache cos i have to do some idiotic project by myself cos my group members didnt manage to find anything -.-
and then today had information system test
made a careless mistake
i hope the teacher wont deduct too much mark away from me cos thats the only mistake i made!!!
FYI, information system is a class whereby the teacher teach you how to use microsoft word, powerpoint and excel, which is totally easy becos almost everyone of us know how to use microsoft word
so during the lessons, the main thing we do is use facebook and play some online games -.-
ok... the test was 1 hour so the lessons ended early as well
supposingly to be 2 hours but becos of the test become 1
so went snowboarding straight afterwards from 1430 to 1730
came down the mountain for 2 times
the fog was so thick today that i couldnt see the path ahead so i fell quite a number of times
stupid me go play when the fog is coming down
but it was fun :D
ok i am getting lamer and lamer bcos i really got nothing to do now which is killing my brain cells
what shld i do next?
i think i am going to study service now
my teacher had ask me to do my internship in the school :D
but if he dont allow me to do in french restaurant then i am not gonna take up the offer
now i can chooose (:
byebye people
i will find sth more interesting to come and post about
and here is a picture of me when i went snowboarding while wearing the whatever that is called which i had forgotten
something like a hat and it presses my whole hair down which i look totally freakingly stupid and dumb and idiotic

2009-02-25T03:02:00.002+08:00

ok its been quite some times since i last blogged
very busy with school work and everything
tons of projects and researches coming up and i am having my exam next week!
wtf
its just the 5th of the school and theres exam -.-
service is getting tough man
remembering the names of the wines and the labels and where they are from and what year is it and how does it taste like -.-
wtf man...
killing thousands of my brain cells
gonna go snowboarding this saturday
actually wanted to go today too cos have lessons from 8-10 then have again at 1600 to 1800
but was too busy with my F&B Management project and washing my boxers and socks and everything
this saturday is a free trip from school
YAY!!!
alright man, gtg to do my F&B Management project now about menu planning
GOD!
i am getting killed by this -.-
not much pics yet
when have quite alot then will post again
cya guys...

2009-02-13T01:52:00.002+08:00

finally get a chance to calm down and blog
its been so long since i blog
(at least i felt that way)
cos i have been so busy until now
later still need to do homework
tons of it are waiting for me
service is tough on wednesday man
was really really tired
have a morning shift at 6am in the morning so woke up at 0430 in the morning to prepare myself and everything
then finish the shift at 8 and had a theory lessons for 2 hours till 10
then at 10 had to go for lunch shift at the french restaurant to make the table clothes and the cutleries
and i got some customers who came from another campus
they are like really idiotic
ordering food which i have not been taught and everything zzz
then ended at about 3 after the cleaning and had a lessons on how to make coffee at 0315
now i know how to make almost all the coffee :D
and the nicest i tasted so far is Renverse
the milk really smells nice
then ended at about 4+ then had to do evening shift for dinner at a buffet
carrying all the food for the night and everything
then have to clean the kitchen but managaes to finish at about 8
our group set the record for cleaning again! :D
1 hour finished the whole area
haha
we set the record for french too!
my group from 1G just rocks ass man!
so i have been like standing up since 4.30 am in the morning till 8pm at night with cleaning and vaccuming and everything
got some pics wanna post but i guess next time bah
now really too tired and gonna do homework and washed my clothes!
i am running out of boxers and socks!!!
BYEBYE! :D

2009-02-08T11:20:00.003+08:00

alright
i will explain why i havent been posting for so long
firstly is bcos i am freaking lazy
secondly i am damn tired

have been to the school pub for 2 days straight till 5 or 6 in the morning
they have a welcoming party on friday night so my friends and I went there at about 10pm and we start drinking dancing and talking till 6am in the morning
then separated and went back to sleep
then woke up again at 11 and was kinda rush to prepare myself cos they have decide to go out at 12 and their notice was 10am in the morning
what a last min decision
and then went to Vevey till about and came back about 6 in the afternoon
skipped dinner bcos i was really tired
in fact, all my friends, there are only 4, we all skipped dinner and eat supper at about 10+
then went to the pub AGAIN at 11+ and party all the way to 6+ again
i am really god damn tired
cant post now
the time in singapore is 11+ in the morning but here is 5+ now
and my friends still wanna party in their room so catch u all later
i am going now!
here are some photos from my room and it was snowing today so the clouds are low
and there are also some photos from Vevey
its such a beautiful town

heres from my room's balcony today when its snowing:

heres the pics from Vevey, its a small beautiful town:

bye! (:

2009-02-03T16:07:00.002+08:00

omg currently having the 2nd day of school and its already freaking difficult
there are 9 subjects and 1 service

-Wine & Bar
-Developing Work and Study Skills
-Hospitality Industry Financial Accounting
-Planning and Control For Food & Beverage Operations
-Management of Food and Beverage Operations
-Hospitality in Hotel
-Professional Table Service and Manner
-Classical Cooking
-French
-Food & Beverage Service

I cant believe i am studying all these and doing a service as a waiter sia
i am being a waiter every wednesday from 0900 to 2400
shit man
whole day! Its gonna be tough man
everything is difficult man and when u got free time, the only place u SHOULD go is the library -.-
haiz...
but heng the sports facilities here is not bad also :p haha
gonna go for class already
blog again sooooooon ( if i have the time ) :P

2009-02-01T03:39:00.003+08:00

FINALLY I REACH SWITZERLAND!!!
will post bout the activities tomorrow
here are some views from my room's balcony :D

2009-01-26T23:26:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese Niu Year everyone!
hope u all receive alot of ang pao money this year :D
haha
i feel so lucky today
went shopping for stuff that suppose to bring to switzerland
i feel so glad that i am going to uni and has been raised by my mom and my dad
last time small kid, use stuff also no brand, then 14 15 use sports brand
now grown up uni, high class people stuff sia
feel so gooooooooooood :D dont know spend how much of my parents money today :P
but well, its new year must buy new stuff mah :D
still got so many stuff to bring to switzerland havnt buy ):
3 more days and i am leaving
wonder whether got time anot sia >.<

2009-01-25T21:10:00.001+08:00

omg omg omg i am receiving so many so many red packets
god! i havnt count yet :P
later then count
i wonder why they nv giv me swiss franc instead? >.<
but nvm, can go money changer change
my mom had prepared me 3000 swiss franc for going to swiss
i hope its enough >.<
gonna count money liao
BYEBYE :D

2009-01-24T23:35:00.000+08:00

o fuck me
i have been laosai-ing for the past dont know how many days
went to see doc ytd
and she say that my old stomach injury havnt recover
then eat those hard to digest food make my stomach lao sai
wtf sia
then now eat porridge again
fuck it man

2009-01-22T13:41:00.003+08:00

hahahahahahahahahahaha
I PASS MY EXAM!
ok... got the results for all the entrance exams
Lit - 590/800
English - 570/800
Science - 550/800
Maths - 660/800
Social Studies - 480/800
Total - 2850/4000

omg i cant believe i passed social studies >.< haha
30th Jan, switzerland i am coming!!!

2009-01-21T00:14:00.001+08:00

omg really thank cheryl leong for intro-ing this song to me (:
its so nice
THANK YOU!
hope you dont mind me putting it as my blog song :P
its for Ms Chia. haha XD

2009-01-20T01:51:00.000+08:00

alright i got a good news (: and a bad news man ):
good news is..... Crank 2 High Voltage is coming out this year!!! OMG OMG OMG
crank just rocks man :D
but the bad news is... FFX VIII has been delayed to 2010 ):
haiz.................
such a long wait...

2009-01-17T23:26:00.001+08:00

o yeah
finish downloading Saw 5 today (:
its AWESOME
and the competition today wasnt that bad (:
had a lot of fun sia
especially at the night's party
ok... i got 2nd for the badminton
this kid was real good man
but i didnt lost that much
actually got chance to win also >.<
21 - 18 / 21 -16
but lose still lose la... so nvm (:
tomorrow attending friend's wedding sia
omg got to wake up early
BYE!

2009-01-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

tml's the big day (:
its what i train 7 hours a day for
haha
gonna have a friendly badminton match tomorrow for my club sports day
so fun
its from 12 till night
its gonna be fun and tiring man...
cant wait
and i went shopping today!
damn tired
moving to switzerland soon.....
so excited sia >.<
its gonna be fun!
enjoy yourself too people
i am too tired to post :P

OMFG

2009-01-12T23:08:00.002+08:00

i got to say
today is the most unforgettable day i have ever had in my life
went to school to quit the school and take my o level chinese results
got b3 for paper and distinction for oral
i feel ok with it
but so what? i dont even need it anymore
lol
so yeah... then after that someone message me
it was totally unexpected
she's been avoiding me ever since the dinosaur's age
but yeah... we met up for a small dinner and then i send her home
had a really great time with her
shes just so wonderful
i really wonder what was the reason that cause us to be apart
i am still waiting for that particular answer
u know... i really hope u could tell me
see la after today, also regret already right?
who ask u make a decision nv think de sia
ai yoh... haiz
now make both of us suffer >.<
haha
we will see... i think there will still be chance for us (:
since u believe in fate and i believe in creating opportunity
fate had already brought us together
and what is left now is for us to create our own opportunity :D
will get u the turtle's wife soon! (:
haha
if i couldnt get i will giv u mine loh (:
u better read this post becos its for you
haha
goodnight!
i am just so darn fucking motherly happy!
i guess i couldnt slp sia >.<

2009-01-10T22:48:00.003+08:00

YAYNESS!!
i got 550/800 for my english!!
i tot i gonna fail sia XD haha
and yeah, arrive in singapore today and yasmin and crystal came to fetch me
more details at their blog, go read about it
haha
currently in hotel using their internet which is so so so expensive
1 hour for $6
even more expensive than lan shop sia
tomorrow going for lunch with a number of ppl then basketball
i am going to slp now
byebye!

2009-01-03T23:32:00.002+08:00

went to watch bedtime stories and just came bak
well its quite hilarious especially the gum balls
LOL
but overall 3/5? the storyline like abit simple to me
but well go watch it (: its ok. haha
thats the end of the story
happy new year people
2009!
3 more years to the end of the world
ok i am going to slp quite tired
7th is coming!!!
byebye

2009-01-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

alright went out shopping in the afternoon
and bought this hi fi set for my ipod

regretted about it abit cos i realise i dont need a screen
but nvm
its for my birthday present anyway
haha
so yeah gonna study hard for my ss man (:
hope everyone have a great year in 2009 :D

2009-01-01T11:07:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year peeps
2009 is gonna be a great year ( I hope )
haha
hope i am gonna pass my exams and switzerland here i come!
so yeah, hope everyone finish their hols hw before sch reopen! JY JY!
and i know what to get for my birthday present already!
gonna get an ipod hi fi set (: YAY!
and my mom still owe my X'Mas present but idk what to buy yet
so.... owe it first :D heehee

2008-12-30T21:27:00.003+08:00

yasmin had a funny conversation with me and its on her blog
now my turn to blog her funny conversation with some... pervert? LOL
!yasmin = Yasmin
ppp = that pervert guy? penis-ly pricking-ly pervert? sounds weird.
i belong to someone™ = Yasmin's friend
this is the conversation, slowly read (:

! yasmin says:
hey
! yasmin says:
(:
ppp says:
why u want him join
i belong to someone™ says:
cannot meh?
i belong to someone™ says:
i her boy friend leh...
! yasmin says:
so should i let my boyfriend know like who am i tokin to?
ppp says:
up to u
i belong to someone™ says:
of coz lah
! yasmin says:
hmm.
! yasmin says:
u can continue with ur conversation with me mat
! yasmin says:
(:
i belong to someone™ says:
ehh u like yasmin ah?
ppp says:
yeah
ppp says:
good qn
i belong to someone™ says:
yeah wat?
i belong to someone™ says:
yes or no?
ppp says:
yes
ppp says:
i find her very interesting and cute
i belong to someone™ says:
WTF sia
i belong to someone™ says:
come on lah hor
i belong to someone™ says:
she my gf liao..
ppp says:
does it matter?
i belong to someone™ says:
wtf
i belong to someone™ says:
of coz lah
ppp says:
no
ppp says:
being attaches means nth
i belong to someone™ says:
no ur head lah
ppp says:
i can still like her
i belong to someone™ says:
u can still like her
i belong to someone™ says:
but u must noe ur limits lah hor
ppp says:
exactly so wtf for wat
ppp says:
wat limits?
ppp says:
eh small boy
ppp says:
listen
ppp says:
this is a liberal society
ppp says:
u let ur gf decide
i belong to someone™ says:
fine..
ppp says:
u dont control her decisions
i belong to someone™ says:
k yasmin u say
ppp says:
i'm not scolding u or wat
ppp says:
just telling u
ppp says:
if liddat den u so not happy
! yasmin says:
aiya.
ppp says:
den u're gonna get unhappiness soon
ppp says:
and more to come
! yasmin says:
who more handsome. i'll be with who.
! yasmin says:
but i tink my boyfriend is the most handsome one lahh. (:
! yasmin says:
so i'll be with him
! yasmin says:
with no regrets.
ppp says:
for now
ppp says:
u ahvent seen the world yet
i belong to someone™ says:
ehh come on
i belong to someone™ says:
u cant control her decision...
i belong to someone™ says:
u alrdy say tat
ppp says:
i'm not
ppp says:
i just saying how i feel
ppp says:
stop being so sensitive
ppp says:
i ask u
ppp says:
young man
ppp says:
how u gonna treat her in future
ppp says:
are u gonna marry her?
! yasmin says:
den are u?
ppp says:
how u support her
! yasmin says:
and are u gonna support me?
ppp says:
i think i've enough money to give u a good living
ppp says:
much more than him
ppp says:
i
ppp says:
he's only 16
ppp says:
wat can he give u
! yasmin says:
so what?
! yasmin says:
i love him more than you eh.
ppp says:
for now
! yasmin says:
oh.
! yasmin says:
so u tink i'll like you?
ppp says:
i dont have to think
! yasmin says:
ohwadeva.
i belong to someone™ says:
k thn don tink

WOW MOTHER F***ER, its really loooooooooooooooong man.
damn freaking funny, still what talk bout the future supporting yasmin
LOL i laugh my head off i tell you

2008-12-26T12:05:00.001+08:00

i feel so fucked up
why everytime i wanna post sth bad is happening
woke up at 3am in the morning today due to the unbearable pain in my stomach
rush to the hospital
and kenna stomach internal bleeding
wtf is that sia
it just happen suddenly and like... haiz...
i dont wanna post liao. i hope this shit can recover faster so i can resume my training.... zzzz

2008-12-25T01:07:00.001+08:00

Merry X'Mas peeps (:
will cont blogging after my last paper i think
i am too lazy to post about what i wrote for my english entrance exams
i felt that i screwed it up BUT people say it SHOULD BE ok..
i hope so too...

2008-12-20T18:16:00.002+08:00

i am blogging bcos kopisoh is asking me to
like nothing interesting has been happening to me sia
everyday just study like that
sooooooooooooo tired
my english entrance exams is this coming monday! omg i am scared
but nvm, i can do it :D
and and and and i won an APPLE IPOD in a LUCKY DRAW for ALL students who is taking the same entrance exams THIS YEAR!
there are like THOUSANDS and THOUSANDS of THEM and I GOT IT :D heehee
i guess its a good omen (: i am gonna do well for english man
cos i am LUCKY (:
they are delivering it here from england during jan o yeah baby

2008-12-15T23:06:00.002+08:00

3 words: Saw 5 rocks
the storyline rocks, the sequence rocks and the traps are real goooooooood :D
if u have the chance, go watch it man (:
some spoilers here:
start off with the pandulum trap whereby there is a blade swinging on top of the guy and it will drop lower every 20 secs and finally cut his body into 2
well intestine can be seen and blood is like... wow. haha
for more, either visit the official website or watch it urself (: its nice
but please, watch from the first episode if not you wouldnt be able to understand the story, and the bad guy is hoffman, omg sia who would ever thought of that and he is is is is freaking fucking smart
so please... watch :D
videos of the trap can also be found on youtube :D
cant wait for the last Saw to come out
most probably should be next year if i am not wrong
nights peeps

2008-12-15T00:20:00.002+08:00

ok i seriously dont know what to post
cos there isnt really ath interesting happening at the moment
i guess it wouldnt be anyway
its so bored....
i wonder when can i watch movie!! AHHHHH
hopefully my uncle would be free tomorrow and go watch saw 5 with me
hope something interesting would be happening to me soon
or my blog will really be so so so bored...

2008-12-13T00:00:00.002+08:00

o yeah
i got back my science entrance exam result today (:
and i score 570/800
less that what i expected but well, i pass :D so who cares
i tot i could get like 600+/800
fat hope sia
and haiz, went MBK today
the games are all like shit sia
why now no good games? ):
and i am getting more and more lazy to post bcos idk what to post
there isnt seem to be ath interesting hapening in thailand here...
and fail to meet dick today as he went to pattaya ):

2008-12-09T23:36:00.003+08:00

o yeah i got back 1 of the 2 entrance exams results which i took
and thats mths
i got 660/800 (: quite contented with it
bcos of this, i only need to score 410/800 for the rest of the 4 subjects
o yeah baby
but i still gonna work hard just in case
and since this is a one in a life time exam just lyk o level
haha
and and and DICK is coming on thursday but unfortunately i am having school on thursday ): awwww
BUT i am going to meet him on friday! (if he manage to know how to use his phone to call my number =X)

2008-12-07T23:47:00.001+08:00

went out for lunch today
then went shopping for clothes again
bought a jacket, a leather and 2 boxers (:
the boxers are so so so skilling spree dominating mega kill unstoppable wicked sick monster kill god like and holy shit cute and ex
1 for 4k bhat and the other for 4.8k bhat LOL
got it from club 21
will take the photos after i washed it (: haha
then came home and went for badminton then have nth to do until now
o and dickeon say he is coming to thailand from the 11th to 15th (: yeah man
but but but my dad dont allow me to go out on sunday le ): must study
so now not even sure if can meet
hopefully can meet on friday at least bah........
nights peeps

2008-12-07T01:09:00.003+08:00

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why prince of persia ending have to be this way?!?!?! @#$%^& wtf wtf wtf
i dont even want the 'to be continued..' achievement la wtf. 80G then 80G la
i wan a perfect ending.. zzz
alright i type all of that out sia...
dunno when the next POP coming out
caaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnntttttttttttttt wait...

2008-12-06T21:00:00.003+08:00

ok... i went shopping yesterday for my uniform which i needed next year (if i successfully went to switzerland)
bought one more suit, 6 white shirts, 2 jackets and a jeans
if i really go to switzerland next year, i will be wearing suit to school! (:
awesome man!
so so so i die die must go man
dont ever wanna go bak to my guardian hse and stay
now still need buy 1 more leather shoee, a tie and a belt

today nth much in particular
grandparents went to Pattaya with my uncle and alot alot of ppl
dun wanna go cos its lyk so bored
then stay home play games and went out for badminton
Prince of persia rocks man
especially the acrobatics
haha
alright i am gonna play
byebyeeeee (:

2008-12-02T23:43:00.003+08:00

went for the SHMS pre departure talk today
feel so excited to me >.<
after listening to the talk i somehow am motivated to study hard to pass the entrance exams but yet i cant get myself to study
so contradicting
and wow its really wonderful man
the good thing is that u wear suit to school!!
and there is unlimited internet access cafe and cinema and blah blah blah and so many much more for me to explore but i cant unless i pass the entrace exams
so so so so so I MUST STUDY HARD!!! AHHHH! ( if i could :P )
the temperature there is... COLD
under 0 degree celcius
i wonder how i am gonna survive out there
and the bad point is...... everything is so bloody ex!!!@#$%
1 mcdonald meal is 20 CHF (swiss franc) which, after calculation, is SGD$26
WTF!!! 1 McDonald meals only leh!?!
but nvm, for the school and for my future
i am gonna work hard for it :D
o and they have kitchen course as well!
they will borrow us kitchen uniform and shoes as well (:
I AM GONNA BE THE CHEF!!
( if i pass my entrance exams, haiz )

2008-12-01T21:20:00.003+08:00

nth happen today
so idk what to post about
its just that the moon is smiling today
therefore i believe, miracles do happen
and so i will wait

i wonder if u all can see
the star on the right side of the moon seems to be less bright

this is one of my drunken photo
took by my sis
so yeah, so far only got 1
got more with my parents friend
will get it asap

i slp lyk a pig -.-
just collapse on the tabel lyk nobody's business

i guess tis is the end of today's post
nights! (:

2008-11-30T12:43:00.008+08:00

alright i didnt blog yesterday
maybe not that i didnt blog
is i couldnt blog
went to my uncle's wedding yesterday
drink too much
vomitted 3 times and collapsed in the hotel
so yeah, didnt come home to blog >.<
well it was fun la at least
drink with so many so many so many peeps (:

my mom got me a tux, a tie, a belt and a shoes for this event
This is da Prada belt (:

then this is the Boss shoe (:

heres the whole thing (:

I think this pic looks good (:

dont u think the bears look cute?

the bears are on my dad's BMW which i scratched it
but got fixed le anyway
this is the bride and gloom's car (:

you can ignore my driver
he just wanna take a pic with the bears
LOL
and after much consideration
i am still thinking whether i shld put my drunken photos
we will see bout that in the future
my uncle's wedding is damn fun (:

2008-11-29T01:09:00.003+08:00

i just finish watching hellboy 2 which i downloaded from torrent
and i guess it brought this song bak to life man
dunno why think the song so nice after hearing them sing in the movie
will post bout what happen today tml bah

idk why but it just occurred to me suddenly after hearing this song
3e3'08 is the best class/year i hav ever had...

2008-11-28T12:29:00.002+08:00

just came bak from gym
tired sia
alright shall blog what happened yesterday

went to watch twilight at 10pm end at 0015
longer than i expected
i tot it would be 1 hour+ only
ended up about 2 hours
alright the movie is not bad
SPOILERS here:
well its just that the time that bella and edward spent in their biology class seem too short, well at least i think the storybook is longer >.<
and well Jasper is C.O.O.L especially when he play around with his baseball bat :D
ok i feel lyk a fucked up no life kid sitting here blogging about what i think about a movie
the ending was romantic (: real romantic
GOD! i wish i could do that with the one i love too :D

ok now i am waiting for Saw V to come out :D 10th Dec
and i am gonna watch it baby
WOOOOOOOOOOOOTS
and transporter 3 and Ong Bak 2 is coming out :D
ok i shall go do sth else le
i am so bored zzz

2008-11-25T00:08:00.000+08:00

got no mood to blog
i guess i am just an irritation to most of the people..

2008-11-22T10:25:00.002+08:00

alright
i finished 2 of my entrance exams so far
it was quite easy compare to singapore for mths
as for science, some was easier some was harder
alright just take it i nv say ath for science -.-
and so now i have hols till 1st Dec
wow... my 3 months hols now left with 8 days? lol
alright at least i have plans for this 8 days :D

Now till 1st Dec:
-complete Fable 2
-pluck up the courage to play Dead Space
-restart Far Cry 2 cos i screwed some parts up the first time
-complete the last stage for Left 4 Dead
-decide on whether or not to play Naruto the Broken Bond -.-
-finish Tomb Raider Underworld
-go gym everyday ( i didnt go ytd >.< )
-movies + movies + movies (:

well its been ages ever since i can rmb watching a movie
so yeah, gonna go on a movie spree
heehee
alright i got nth more to post for now
cos nth interesting has been happening here in thailand -.-
O WAIT! THERE IS!
i drove my dad BMW 730 to the gym, but bcos BMW is too long, and the underground parking place is so small that my car cant turn and ended up giving my dad's car a long long scratch at the side of the car ): and the whole car color totally came off. the scratch was about... 7-8 cm long? @#$%
i swear nv to drive BMW in an underground parking space anymore
haha
basically thats it i guess
for what so called 'interesting'
and and and, i feel sth which i shldnt be feeling at all
omg sia, i cant believe what i am thinking

2008-11-19T11:53:00.002+08:00

wow its been 3 days since i posted -.- i am too damn lazy to do so
my body has been aching over since @#$%^&*
went for gym, basketball and badminton every night at bout 5 to 11pm?
so after that came home and fell slp straight away
omg holyshit
tml is my entrance test mths and english
and so i have told myself that i ain't going to exercise today
need all the time to prepare myself!
i am scared yet excited at the same time >.<
alright gonna study now
i was too bored so decided to blog -.-

2008-11-16T23:13:00.003+08:00

bored
tuition and tuition and tuition again
exams are coming this thursday
omg god bless me
feelings fucked up
i wish i could be there too

been playing 360 for the whole day
dead space just scare the shit out of me sia
shouting and cursing and screaming while playing -.-
tom clancy's end war is just imba
the microphone command is superb
but it looks lyk i am an idiot talking to myself while playing a game
nvm
i think its cool
commanding ur troops in a game by speaking?
technology is indeed sth
gonna slp le
tml got sch again

enjoy urself at the party k? (:
loves

2008-11-14T23:25:00.002+08:00

Alright heres the watch my dad gave me :D

today went for facial -.-
is it spell lyk that? lol
squeeze some pimples and apply some face mask or sth
omg pain lyk shit sia >.<
then went to take my phone
fast and efficient sia
1 hr finish le but ytd no time go take
then came home play CoD: World at War
wasnt suppose to play de but heck la
didnt touch my 360 so long le
later it rot there XD
then complete the whole game and unlocked another extra mission which is killing the Nazi ZOMBIE!
lol
sounds damn lame but it damn fun
wanna thank the guy who created tis extra unlockable mission sia
can just shoot their head off which will fly around everyhere XD
alright i am saddist
then went for badminton loh
yasmin angry cos she tot i dao her -.-
she shld know i went for badminton EVERY NIGHT
zzz
tml wake up at 0630 for sch again -.-
SATURDAY SIA!

2008-11-13T23:20:00.003+08:00

lol the GED exam date changed again
haha
on 20/Nov/08 - mths and english
on 21/Nov/08 - science
on 07/Jan/09 - literature and ss
haiz my dad ask me to giv myself more time to prepare for ss and literature
cos he say since got so much time no need rush de (;

today morning went for tuition then sent my phone for repair -.-
suddenly the touch screen cant work
dunno why either
just hanged
then not able to call gracy as promised
well nvm i shall start writing letter to those who asked
haha
since i now got a LITTLE bit of free time
will try to write to all who asked (:
nth much to post sia... zzz so bored

o o o and my dad just gave me one of his Louis Vuitton watch! (:
will upload the pics asap

2008-11-11T23:16:00.002+08:00

woke up at 0830 again today >.<
then went to take my GED pre test for ss and science

gotten 21/25 for science
and 16/25 for ss

alright, gonna have tuition for ss and literature art and maybe science as well
and OMG OMG OMG, for my english compo i scored 18/20 leh!! (: haha
pure luck i guess
anyway the date for the REAL GED is set
its on the 20th nov... mths, english and science
omg i m scared sia >.<
if i fail how am i gonna face those who send me off?!?!
and i must go live with my guardian again zzz
so i cant fail, and i wont :D
confident is the key to success!
tml gonna have a hard day of tuitioning again
haiz..

2008-11-10T23:28:00.004+08:00

wah i am tired sia
woke up at 0830 to go for my GED pre test
was damn nervous but its still ok bah
haha
then went to hunt for the bloody fulscape paper (however u spell that)
bloody thailand doesnt seem to sell any sia
go bookshop find also cant zzz
then came home
went to take photo to make my switzerland visa
then the person at the Bangkok School of Management called me and tell me the results
i was quite surprised though (: haha

Mths - 24/25
Literature art 13/20
English - 22/25

was quite unbelievable to me sia
didnt expect i would score that high
haha
well after all its just pre test
who knows whats the real test gonna be lyk
maybe i have a memory blocked or some shit on the day itself? hope not
but quite confident of doing well bah (:
now left ss and science to test and its tml!
their ss book out of stock and the science i havnt even learn a single thing before sia
totally different from sg zzz
just hope for the best and prepare for the worse loh (: haha
just came bak from badminton
dead.tired.
tml have to wake up at 0830 again ): poor me
what kind of holidays is this sia..........

2008-11-08T21:07:00.001+08:00

nth much happen today
just went out to shop for games
at first wanna buy a psp, but the person ask me wait say next week the price might go down, so wait loh (: haha
2 weeks later then check it out again bah
since gears of war 2 out of stock and NFS undercover havnt come out
OMG OMG OMG cant wait for NFS undercover to come out >.<

2008-11-07T18:45:00.002+08:00

wah today is such a tiring day
been out for the whole afternoon to learn more about GED and SHMS
no time write letter to those who asked for... maybe wed then i free sia ):
so sry for the late writing but will definitely write to u all de (:
alright... i got good and bad news
and there seem to be more bad news than good sia -.- haiz
i'll start with the good news (:

good news:
-I can take my GED examinations any time I wan, dont have to wait till mid december(:
-If i successfully went to SHMS, i'll be staying in a single DELUXE room (: WOOOOOOOTS. with a wireless internet access, 1 single bed, 1 personal toilet, 1 balcony with mountain view, a shelf and a study table (: cool sia

bad news:
-my pre test is on monday and I have to study during the weekends -.-
-from now on, only study and tuition so i dun think i have time to play anymore until after GED exams ):

i got my time table planned! (amazingly)
morning will be gym, then afternoon tuition for GED and badminton at night
my 24 hours gone just lyk that sia T.T
i'll definitely work hard cos i dun ever wanna go bak and stay with my guardian XD haha

these are the peeps i'll definitely miss sia

wanna thx them alot for taking the time to come and send me
appreciate it alot sia (:
hope everyone is doing well in singapore!
i miss all of u! (:

2008-11-06T19:22:00.004+08:00

alright people, i reached Thailand le
went to cut hair the moment i reach cos wanna change new hair style since i can leave long hair le (: haha
alright, the main objective of this post is to thank everyone who see me off today!

I really appreciate all the friend that I have sia
they pon-ed class just to see me off and get scolded
i felt really guilty....
but i realised they are really very good friend to me

To e3 peeps:
thx for pon-ing english to send me off
it was lyk mrs chan sia
i hope she didnt give u all a hard time bah
really appreciate it alot sia
really sry if she did kp u all or ath la
thx for all ur presents too
it was really kinda surprising sia
thx for everything
for the time spent
for the memories
and for the BBQ (: haha

To Zhe Sheng/Zhe Rui:
thx for being such a good brother to me sia
u all really teach me alot of stuff and made me see things i couldnt see
next time must really be my persoanl psychologist k? haha

To Music Drive:
thx for organising the BBQ and all hor
it was really fun and time really flies there
drinking was great with u all too
heng all nv get drunk sia
haha

To Jason Li, my badminton partner:
if its not for you, we wouldnt have won so many free drinks from gordon and zi xi
haha
i will continue to train and come bak team with u agaian to win free drinks k? :P haha

To basketball/badminton peeps:
Nice playing badminton and basketball with you all sia
hope the next time i come bak visit u all can play again (:
loser buy drink hor (:

To Gordon & friends (prisca, leo, C. Jun Wei, Jon Siow and more!)
thx for all the time cracking lame jokes and all sia
it was stupid but fun
and jon specially, thx for teaching me those extreme sports which i totally cant do it without you sia

To Y.Y.Y:
haha
dun ever forget me hor...
next time when i go bak go jamming tgt again k? (:
must keep the music spirit arrive man!
i'll practice hard (: real hard for u all!

To Dickeon, Zhengping, Michael, Everard, Vernon and more:
really thx for being such a good friend to me
seeing me off and all
always being there for me
we did some studpid things tgt, crack stupid jokes, pissed the teachers off
haha
it was really good times sia

To Volleyball boys + Kiang Leng:
thx for taking ur time off to come and send me
and making u all pon lessons tio call parents for nth
sry sia
it was really fun playing volleyball with u all for the past 2 years
and i really love playing with u all
the next time i come bak find time play tgt if u all dun mind k?
even though we're classmates for 2 years
i know that sec 3 we are different class and different CCA so it would be harder to maintain the friendship but really love it having brothers lyk u all beside me, being there for me (:

To Gracy, Kim Xiao Mei, CRYSTAL! and Regina:
thx for taking ur time and sending me off today
i know its bored for u all since u all dun really talk to the rest of them
but really thx u all for having the patience to wait for me to talk to u all
dont forget me k? got ath still can talk to me on msn
haha
and... gracy, thx for the photos ah (:
and sry bout the... u know when we took the photos...
haha
and KIM! thx for ur present (: its so.... haha... touching?
idk what word to use to describe it sia
haha

To whomever I left out:
thx for the memories and being my friend for the past 3 years
its been great having spent time with you
rmb me alright?

2008-11-06T10:34:00.003+08:00

peeps, thx for the time spent tgt while i am here
even though i am leaving, u all still must rmb me k?
haha
when i get bak will write a longer post for u all
now kinda in a rush cos still need pack luggage :D

2008-11-03T14:02:00.001+08:00

wow time really flies
the he fei ppl are bak! haha
erm... 3 more days and i m gone
just realise that there are like so many freaking things which i havnt do here
and everything is lyk so fucking fast
zzz

2008-10-31T15:37:00.000+08:00

6 more days to go
the time are getting shorter
bachelor degree i am coming! (:

2008-10-30T11:41:00.000+08:00

7 more days left
idk what else to post about le
just go sch and study and come home
zzz

2008-10-29T13:35:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOTS!!
i finish learning 蒲公英的约定 - 周杰伦 in one day!!!
shiok sia, but play until my finger swollen -.-
hope i can upload the song into my blog asap
cos it would take some time to play it perfectly

Untitled - Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lyin' here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
as I'm fadin' away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screamin'
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slippin' off the edge
I'm hangin' by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
As I'm fadin' away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

its such a great song........

P.S HAPPY 6th BIRTHDAY TO FIRST MAGAZINE!! :D

2008-10-28T10:20:00.001+08:00

fuck.off

2008-10-26T09:26:00.000+08:00

Good Charlotte - Wondering

If you want me to wait,
I would wait for you.
If you tell me to stay,
I would stay right thru.
If you dont want to say anything at all,
I'm happy wondering.

Since I was a young man,
I never was a fun man.
I never had a plan and no security.
Then ever since I met you,
I never could forget you.
I only wanna get you right here next to me.

'Cause everybody needs someone that they can trust and...
You're somebody that I found just in time.

Now my life is changing,
It's always rearranging.
It always getting stranger than I though it ever could.
Ever since I found you,
I wanna be around you.
I wanna get down to the point that I need you.

If you want me to wait,
I would wait for you.
If you tell me to stay,
I would stay right thru.
If you dont want to say anything at all,
I'm happy wondering.

Don't tell me the bad news,
Don't tell me anything at all.
Just tell me that you need me.
And stay right here with me.

If you want me to wait,
I would wait for you.
If you tell me to stay,
I would stay right thru.
If you dont want to say anything at all,
I'm happy wondering.

2008-10-25T10:01:00.001+08:00

Alright i am totally bored
tio gan by my guardians for a few days already
over results and going home late
which kids dun go home late these days?
especially after exams...
cant even go out sia
wtf
think my friends are going bugis today and here i am, stuck at home AGAIN
fuck it

2008-10-22T20:31:00.003+08:00

life's bored
tomorrow gonna be the last day of school
next will be the GED exams that i have to prepare for
if i pass, i go
if i fail, i come back
lets see my luck then, whether god will let me stay here or go
life just sucks
thats the way it is

2008-10-19T20:51:00.002+08:00

life is boring these days...
zzz
nth to do
tio gan by my guardian for using the com everyday
zzz
who doesnt use com these days?
exams are over and they expect me to study?
omg sia
hav been playing rose almost everyday and its kinda getting bored ): haha
nth much to do
4 more days to sch hols
21 more days to the day i leave singapore...
not sure if i am coming bak anot

times running out
i'm gonna do everything that i could, to try
but if now is the time to say good bye, then so be it
but i'll definitely come bak...

2008-10-12T17:44:00.002+08:00

wah so long didnt post le >.<
well sch is practically boring
its boring-ing me to death
the only moment that scare the shit out of me was when ms ng was reading the names for those who failed english
but luckily i DIDNT FAIL (: haha
was lyk praying so that she wouldnt call my name
then went to play basketball with gordon they at bout 3+
now everyday i am hogging onto rose
just wanna faster get lvl 100 so i can see my 2nd job as a raider! (:
now is just waiting for results and my O lvl chinese to come...
zzz
life is lyk so dead everyday...

2008-10-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

Exams are over = end of year
haha
i think i gonna flunk most of it
but who cares?
i gonna concentrate on my GED exams (: YAY!
haha
ytd went to gym with the vb girls and last year e6 ppl
then today went to play badminton with them
really tiring sia
now also nth much to post bout since nth interesting has been happening lately
i think we are going to play badminton twice a week and gym thrice a week bah
not sure yet (:

2008-10-04T10:34:00.002+08:00

ok
all the exams are 'over'
except for physics and mths paper 1
well i would consider that over le bah
since physics dun need study and e mths anyhow will do :P
haha
hav been playing dota everyday and whenever i can
i guess its the only thing i can do to stop me from thinking bout other things
i dun feel right
i guess i just dun belong here at all
nvm
i hav made up my mind
i want to leave here asap
the more i stay
the more painful it gets
so yeah, goodbye sg
i wish i would score well for my GED exams so i can leave..
& i really do miss volleyball sia ): GOD!

2008-09-30T12:40:00.001+08:00

E Maths Paper 2
Chemistry
WOOOOOOTS 2 more paper gone!!!
i think i gonna flunk this 2 sia
its lyk wtf la
E maths leave 16 marks BLANK!!!
its the stupidiest things one can do
and chemistry
was anyhow writing through the paper
finish half an hour before the time and start slping -.-
GG!
nvm
now slacking
later play dota
tml chiong history and a mths and bio
wah tough life ):

2008-09-29T19:15:00.002+08:00

Social Studies
Higher Chinese Paper 1
feeling glad sia
2 more papers done! (:
i think gonna own for SS SEQ
cos i copy and paste the ans that ms leung give
if i didnt get full marks means sth wrong with ms leung ans XD
haha
as for HCL, think i gonna flunk
but i dun giv a damn anymore
if i reallydid go to switzerland this year
i wouldnt need it :D YAY!!
haha
went to Dickeon hse
suppose to study
in the end became watching youtbe -.-
send chew to tuition then came home
was soaked in the rain but nvm!
then played 2 games of dota wit everard and zhengping they all
the first game my dk hanged -.-
2nd naix was ok (:
want to motivate myself to study yet cant
haiz idk la
fail fail loh XD

2008-09-26T20:38:00.001+08:00

~~English Paper 1~~
~~English Paper 2~~
~~English Paper 3~~
Finally finish the 3 paper which i dreaded the most
i got a feeling that i am gonna fail
shit sia
omg omg omg god pls help me
haha
make me pass will do
i just need a pass XD
monday got hcl and ss
havnt even study ss
beginning to feel stress and pressurise now
haiz
only i can save myself
idk why got no motivation to study
someone pls just motivate me!!!

2008-09-22T18:29:00.003+08:00

i wouldnt think her predicament came true (:
i didnt say i would giv up
i am just waiting till the day she finally giv in (:
haha
so lets wait for the future!
for now, concentrating on my studies only

today morning met jasmine tan and chew at the basketball court with zp
then went to sch
blah blah blah
bio remedial was bored
then went to kopitiam after sch
eat already go home
walked with chew home and discussed our post exams activities :D
alright gonna study le
i finally feel the stress and now is the time to chiong!
good luck ppl (:

2008-09-21T21:04:00.003+08:00

ok didnt study today
just somehow dun feel lyk
think cos of chew again bah
haha
nvm nvm
gonna slp early tonight
then tml gonna realli chiong for my ace le
haha
and got fucked up sia
some knnbccb scolded my sis
sry ah chew i broke the promise that i wont scold vulgarities anymore
haha
i gonna find that fucker and hes gonna be real dead
bless me ppl
let me find that fucker and i'll rip his bean sprout balls off

lets see whose pridicament is more accurate (:
let the time prove everything
haha >.<

2008-09-19T21:13:00.004+08:00

alright
today will be the start of the mugging day XD
gonna chiong until end of year
my aim is to get 4 A1
which hopefully i can get it la
so maybe then will have higher chance of going to switzerland (:
so mug hard ppl!

Even if i have to leave by this end of year
I wont forget u
so DONT WORRY BE HAPPY! (:

2008-09-19T21:13:00.002+08:00

finally have the time to post again (:
normally i would be slping at 0830
but today exception cos tml is a weekend!

sch is fine these days and my results are quite surprising!
top physics as well, got 85 >.<
ok nvm
i hav practically been waking up 0330 in the morning everyday to study
then go to sch
then everyday stay bak after sch to do homework until 0530
reach home at 0600++
played piano till 0700 then eat dinner
0830 slping time -.-
i really have to push my studies even if those around me dun want to
i am going to switzerland this year if possible cos i wouldnt wanna waste anymore time. however all of these depends on my results
so i hav to keep pushing myself lately
if i successfully went to swiss hotel management uni this year
i would complete my uni by the age of 21!
wow not bad sia (:

ok ok
today stayed bak to do english compo
which was so last min by mrs chan
wan chew was doing lyk a turtle sia >.<
always get distracted hear and there
after finish english went on to do hist hw
which i owed mr leong since last week i think...
then after that went to eat sakae sushi with chew, zp, SYM, qian yu and jack
eat until damn damn damn full sia
but had to run bak to sch to hand in my chinese compo and my stomach ache until lyk f***
came bak
went to library for awhile and all went home separately

I GOT A NEW NAME! (:
thx ah yasmin
its 'yu-en yaya'
i was lyk thinking of some christian name for myself
at first i tot of farent
but it sounds weird cos i was at the library
then i saw this family and parent section
so i joined it and became farent
ok its lame >.<
then yasmin help me think of yaya loh (:
its nice!
haha
gtg now
byebye!

the feeling came bak,
finally now i know,
what i really want...
幸福不是必然的，是要靠自己努力争取和珍惜

2008-09-15T19:48:00.001+08:00

gotten the time table for end of year le (:
finally can plan my studying
so i would know when to study what (: haha
well stayed bak in sch today to do hist but in the end also didnt do
cos SBQ is really killing us
is so damn difficult and boring sia
so gave up
then when library with chew, jack, ye min and yasmin
yasmin left first and we stayed there till 0640
accompany chew to buy dinner for her mom
sweet sia still scared mother got nth to eat >.<
haha
well i top the class for bio as well! :P
gotten 84 for ca2 bio
>.<
will work hard for end of year and get 4 a1!
my target
gonna watch superband soon!
byebye (:

I think I am beginning to fall for you
without knowing when and why

2008-09-10T19:29:00.000+08:00

peeps
i aint gonna blog for awhile
gonna mug hard for exams
will write asap (:

study hard for end of year k?
maybe then you will be prepared (:

2008-09-09T18:34:00.002+08:00

tired again sia >.<
every post also tired

had rehearsal today for the lantern festival
it was ok i guess
but zhengping and dominic didnt coordinate well
anyway they may be changing song to sing on friday
so they dun need me (:
then maybe i will hav the chance to send gracy home :P
haha
today lessons are all ok
but a maths getting more chim and chim
i cant really understand >.<
bharathi didnt come
so we had 2 periods free during bio
and we watched 4bia (:
haha
mr low most probably is going gym with us tml!
haha
cool sia

I hope you like it
it may be nth much
but still,
i hope it landed in ur hse kitchen XD

2008-09-08T21:06:00.004+08:00

today was damn tired sia
first day of sch
just couldnt help but slp during afternoon programme
dunno why also

met zhengping this morning on the train
it rained so we went bak to class instead
then after that lessons was kinda bored
the first day is lyk so dead sia...
after sch at first planned to go jacklyn's hse to watch 4bia with ye min, isabel, zhengping and everad but in the end didnt
cos ye min phone kenna confiscated by ms bharathi
then he was lyk waiting for her to get it bak outside the stuff room
but in the end
he ended up playing chinese chess -.-
then wait until si bei pek chek
so he didnt wait
then look at the time
so late
cant go
so go ws eat
played open numbers so that the person who got selected choose where to eat
me and dom and everard wanted to go to mac/kfc
jacklyn and isabel wanted to go to cavana
zhengoing and ye min wanted to go to kopitiam
but in the end everard is the 1 choosing!
haha
so he chose mac loh
then after that went to buy 10 years series
and then go home
tml is the rehearsal
was lyk asking her to come but she doesnt want to
maybe she will idk
cos she havnt reply me >.<
so we'll see
haha
BUT GOD!
i havnt even been practicing sia
shit

wah ytd night shang dao sia T.T
si bei pain bodoh
so what shld i do now? ):

2008-09-07T16:19:00.002+08:00

Alright peeps
i reach Singapore!
haha
tml will be bak to sch as normal
zzz
sian sia
but nvm! (:
got motivation that keeps me going
haha

What will your answer be?

2008-09-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

nothing to post about today
cos i am going bak tml
only that see you people on monday! (:
haha
take care all

I would get an answer,
wouldnt i?

2008-09-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

today is the most cham day i have ever had
went to gym at 0930 this morning cos had an appointment with the personal trainer for the gym workout
then suddenly feel very tired and all
at first i tot becos i didnt hav any breakfast
but turn out i was too tired since i hav been chionging for the past few days
kenna high fever
38.8
zzz
came home immediately and slp straight for 5 hrs and I AM FINE! (:
haha
erm then went to play badminton from 0330 to 1000
wow i am damn hiong sia
now muscles aching everywhere
nth much to post about also
i spend most of the time at Sports City today...
bored...

YAY!!! finally hols gonna over and i can see her soon (:
haha >.<

2008-09-05T00:05:00.005+08:00

wow!
today is truly tiring for me sia (: haha
i everyday also complain tired >.<
erm ok... start the day by waking up at 0840 again
suppose to hav badminton trng at 9 but the time i woke up gave me no time for preperations so changed it to 10
badminton trng lasted from 10-1130 then went to gym
changed to another personal trainer at the gym
this was much better (:
gym from 1130 to 1245
really damn shack sia
came home eat 2 big bowl of noodles then went out to cut hair
fucked up sia
the hair kenna cut until lyk shit
damn short sia
then after that went to play badminton again at 5
played all the way till 10
omg damn tired sia
everyday also chiong lyk siao
tml got gym at 0930
wah shack
haha
AND AND AND
i discovered sth fantastic from my dad drawer
piang eh, he got Louis Vuitton boxer also nv tell me
wait... heres the proof (:

haha cool eh? >.<
and i got this jersey which i LOVE it so much sia (:

its cool isnt it? (:
haha
alrigt i am damn shack
gonna slp soon i think
tml still must wake up early for gym
hope tml will be more interesting! :D
omg i dun dare watch 4bia sia >.<
goodnight peeps!

goodnight YGracy (:

2008-09-04T17:12:00.000+08:00

MΰŞأČ ĐŕįνĒ♫♪ peeps
i bought the dvd 4bia for u all le
but then dun hav english subtitle
u all mind? nvm right?
sry ah
thats the best i can do cos in thailand they mostly dun hav english subtitle unless is english movie

2008-09-03T23:26:00.002+08:00

wah today is another tiring day
halfway through the holidays le (:
woke up at 0730 again and again and again
haha
wanted to go jogging again and again and again
but didnt
cos muscles ache until lyk siao
couldnt even walk properly
everywhere also aching
had my badminton trng at 3 today
then went to gym again as well
this time with my personal trainer
he f-ing fierce and hiong sia
knn
bui tahan him
after that bathe and came home
wanted to go buy 4bia DVD for MΰŞأČ ĐŕįνĒ♫♪ ppl
but then traffic jam
spoil my mood
came home and slp throughout till dinner time
guess i am really damn tired
after dinner went to play badminton again >.< with my dad
i am getting more and more hiong sia this time
played till 10+ and came home
now blogging
wondering what Gracy might be doing :P haha
i think i gonna slp soon
tml got gym at 9
haiz... haha

Life is not the amount of breath you take
its the moments, that take your breath away (:

2008-09-03T15:19:00.003+08:00

for whatever reason again that i cant get into blogger ytd night so didnt post
hate it sia
i guess thailand government banned thailand from getting into blogger at night >.<
LOL!!

erm ok, this is bout ytd
woke up at 0730
wanted to go jogging but didnt go again cos lazy :P
haha
god sia
when will i ever have the determination
ate lunch
afternoon got badminton trng
after trng went to gym for some work out
came home
at night go play badminton again with my dad and went to gym as well
damn shack la
came home at bout 11+
was suppose to post every night de cos i promised Gracy that i would
guess blogger always going against me sia
after coming home just straight away slp le
damn tttttiiiiirrrrreeeeeddddd
haha
holidays are getting boring and i had nth to do for the whole day sia

The holidays are ending soon
at least soon enough
anticipating but feeling scared at the same time
do i stand a chance?

2008-09-02T08:35:00.004+08:00

3rd day of holidays
this post is for ytd de
for god knows whatever reason i cant get into blogger ytd >.<
haha

erm so woke up at bout 0730 in the morning
wanted to go to the gym
but unfortunately, both my drivers got work to do
so... in the end ended up playing 360
had lunch
only went to the gym in the afternoon cos thats the only time the driver is free >.<
went there for bout 1 hr+
came home start playing game again
had dinner at 9
then slp at 11
quite boring la ytd
the day just kept dragging and dragging and dragging ):
haiz

I am missing you terribly...

2008-08-31T20:54:00.005+08:00

2nd days of holidays
alright, woke up at 10+ today and start recording the songs straightaway
then after that went out for lunch then my dad bring me to MBK to get some games
bought:
-guitar hero aerosmith
-alone in the dark
-soul calibur IV
-battlefield bad company
-mercenaries 2
-too human

omg sia
alone in the dark is damn damn damn scary
so decide to giv up XD
haha
and erm... was suppose to go cut hair but lazy
then play all the way since afternoon till now loh...
i am damn bored la...
nth to do also
whole day play games until the eyes also gonna pop out le
alright since theres nth much to post bout
i am gonna continue to chiong my games (: cya!

I fell in love with you
without knowing when, how or why
the feeling just came over
and swallow me up

2008-08-30T19:53:00.002+08:00

alright i am bak to thailand
erm came home straight away chiong 360 but then no new games leh
tml going out to buy i think
suddenly feel so bored
no one online
no games to play -.-
stay in singapore better
at least can message someone
haha

erm nth much to post bout also since today didnt really do ath
maybe tml will be better bah
(:

i hope that this separation
will make you feel that i am at least sth to you
so maybe i do, and i will
stand a chance afterall (:
Y and I wont give up (:

2008-08-30T10:55:00.001+08:00

hey gracy, when u read this blog
stay and listen finish the song k? (:
leaving for the airport soon
so will blog again either tonight or tml night bah

Everytime I think I'm closer to the heart
Of what it means to know just who I am
I think I've finally found a better place to start
But no one ever seems to understand

I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be you're not that far?

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
Oh yeah

You're the remedy I'm searchin' hard to find
To fix the puzzle that I see inside
Painting all my dreams the color of your smile
When I find you it will be alright

I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be you're not that far?

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

Been feeling lost
Cant find the words to say
Spendin' all my time stuck in yesterday
Where you are is where I wanna be
Oh next to you, and you next to me
Ohh...
I need to find you
Yeah

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you (I need to find you)
I gotta find you (yeah)
Your the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you(I gotta find you)

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you (I need to find you)
I gotta find you (I gotta find you)
Your the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
Yeaeaahhh
I gotta find you...

2008-08-29T16:50:00.005+08:00

today is damn damn damn damn boring for me
god knows why

went to sch in the morning, had the aces day workout which is lyk totally lame?!
then went to hall for the concert
quite nice overall
luke is a goddamn f***ing good dummer sia
well ended at bout 1040
ms leung was damn pissed off with me cos i didnt collect the SEQ which was supposed to be handed in ytd from the class
and none of them bring today and she said that i am irresponsible
guess i couldnt be a chairman afterall
f that

after sch went bowling with zhengping and ye min AGAIN! haha
ms bharathi was suppose to come but she was held up by some last min meeting so next time loh (:
made a breakthrough today and i scored 136!!!
got a double strike
wah sian sia, actually can get turkey 1 sia
got a spare -.-
spoil everything
@#$%^&*
heres the prove! (:

the sadest thing of all is that mrs tan is leaving ):
god!!! no more slacking classes and free recess le
sian
mrs chan is coming bak
i will miss her i think
haha
took a photo with her (:

and she giv me her email! haha
will send email to her
hope she come bak and teach loh... ):

i am leaving...
i hope you would use this 1 week and think bout it and giv me a chance! :D haha
and i hope u love the recordings!
it may not be perfect
but its from the heart definitely (:
Y GRACY! (:

2008-08-28T22:18:00.002+08:00

I love you Gracy (:

2008-08-27T20:39:00.002+08:00

today is horrible and terrible in the morning but in the afternoon was not bad (:
this morning i decide to tell her since she know bout it
so i went to buy breakfast for her
some hotcakes and cut them into heart shape (:
then she came at bout 8+ and i just confess to her and giv her the breakfast
well, she said that she knew it already and she will giv me an ans
idk how long am i suppose to wait for that though
but i am willing to do ath to change for her and for the better
i am willing to giv it a try and i wont disappoint her

then went to sch
it was jacklyn birthday! haha
so we decide to go play bowling
god, i still i cant reach 100 -.- suck sia
nvm
its the 3rd time i played so cant expect much yet
but definitely gonna improve (: haha
friday gonna play again i think
with zhengping, ye min, jacklyn and more and more ppl
haha

oral was shit
it was damn shit
i couldnt really describe the picture and i think my conversation sucks
but i did quite well for the reading though (: haha
zzz
tml going home for the disabled again
sian sia
no mood go la
tml got physics and yet here i am downloading bleach and using com
alright gonna study hard now

There will be no regrets for me for telling you today
i will work hard for it and i wont back down
i will do whatever it takes to get you (:
sounds evil... haha

2008-08-26T20:01:00.003+08:00

today history test was fine (:
i think i shld be doing quite well for it
however, a mths was hell
suddenly forget how to do and so many god damn careless mistakes -.-
then slack through the day
mrs tan gave us 1 period free of recess cos we told we were dismissed late for recess as we had test
so she gave us 1 of her own period
haha
i guess she also dun care
nth else to teach also
but must bring file tml sia
zzz havnt even pack

after sch waited for gracy to finish her oral
then we went 'studying' at downtown BK
its quite nice overall (: getting to know her and stuff
our study turns out to be stoning and talking nonsense
didnt really study ath at all >.<
tml bio GG
haha
then stayed at BK from bout 4 to 0530
then went bak to sch
she wanted to go bak sch to see the talent time but i hav to reach at around 6
so she said ok loh nvm then she accompanied me to ws
in the end took bus home with her
during the walk
she asked me to tell her what i wanna tell her
she said that everyone has been asking her bout it and that she knew it already so might as well just tell her
guess i didnt hav the courage at that time but i told her i will tell her tml morning (: haha go for it dude!

today is gonna be the day
the day i make the difference
I Y Gracy (:

2008-08-25T20:02:00.003+08:00

wow today is the most lucky day sia
haha
erm... start the day by meeting zhengping on the train at 0630 as usual
went to sch
slack slack slack
sian... was still sick and cant even breathe properly
i heard mr lua lost our chinese test paper and today he giv us a surprise test and let us do all over again -.- piang eh
if he lost it then its his fault sia
why must we take again loh
recess then lunch
lunch then end sch
gracy came to our class
actually wanted to go bak to her class with her to get sth
but saw ms ng and mrs chan giving the ppl oral
they were scary sia... so didnt go bak
she accompany me to buy my lunch and then went bak to class
planned to study for a maths and history but ended up playing dai di -.-
then now forget everything
shit sia
didnt even study ath
guess just hav to forget it loh
well during trng
yasmin helped me with a great job sia
WOOOOOOTS
i cant slp at night
there seems to be hope coming my way (:
i will do whatever i can
haha
not planning to study anymore
gonna watch superband now

YGracy (:

2008-08-24T18:02:00.005+08:00

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck and fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck and fuck again fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck and then we go fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck and fuck somemore fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck wah knn fucking la fuck fuck fuck fuck OMHMFG fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
i guess no one is in my favour right now
aww fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck it!
when everything seems to be turning out alright
i receive a damn fucking bad new
FUCK IT MAN
i guess i dun hav the chance when i am going for someone i love eh?
haha
only can get those that love me
what a fucking failure
nth much to post about
learning the song 'nothing gonna change my love for you' now
it would be the song that i am gonna play for her next month
GOD! please fucking help me this time
thats all
with this mood right now
theres nth much to post bout
might as well go fuck myself
haix
is it true that she wouldnt even consider me?
i hope thats only a lie
i hope thats only a dream...

would you live lyk a coward,
or would you die trying?
which shld i be?
Y

2008-08-23T17:11:00.003+08:00

today was boring sia...
hope got sch loh then can see gracy :P
no la jk jk
but basically i did nth today other than skating
its boring

manage to learn how to do ollie but still not high enough XD
and i fell
gotten 3 more bruises T.T
1 on the elbow, 1 on the knee and the other 1 on the waist
cant even lie down properly now
both left and right waist got 1 bruise each
told gracy bout it and well, she ask me to stop skating! >.<
omg
i dun even know if i can do that
she said that later i ownself injured myself
so better be safe than sry
well in the end, i agree to her
so maybe i gonna stop skating
sry kerp
shes the priority XD
haha
i dun wan my "maybe gonna be or maybe not gonna be future girlfriend" de boyfriend to hav a broken or some shit
sry dude >.< abit thick skinned saying this sia
omg............................

love YGRACY! (:

2008-08-22T17:35:00.009+08:00

omg, i got flu fever and headache without knowing how when or why
guess i am just damn unlucky
wake up early in the morning and everything seems to be spinning around me
oh god, didnt really feel lyk going sch today but someone has already agreed to go bowling with me so cant go also must go (:

thursday was boring, just went for tuition and thats it

today i got 22/25 for bio test (: not bad seh
haha
well and went bowling with YGRACY!, wan chew, zhengping and ye min (:
guess i am damn addicted to it
just went bowling on wed and today go again
and i am into skateboarding as well
trained at home just now and i fucking fell down the stairs
zzz
pain sia
gonna study hard for EOY after hols
and gracy had agreed to go study with me next week! (:
WOOOOOOOOOTS

this is a new beginning
a new chapter
forget the past
and go for it

2008-08-20T19:40:00.003+08:00

today was ok
got f***ed up by the english afternoon programme test
morning went to play basketball with gordon, asyrafi, cheryl ong, zi xi and gracy
bought breakfast for gracy (: heehee
and managed to persuade her to come
i guess its a good sign

sch was boring as usual and there are more and more test coming next week
damn boring
just finish the test last week and again next week got test
english ap test was damn f***ing difficult
stupid hong kong >.<
then went to bowl with ye min, jacklyn, dominic and zhengping
f sia, i screwed up, didnt play bowling since last year le
didnt even manage to score 100, so ps :P
met gloria there too! she was doing her NYAA

maybe i was really a flirt
but lyk i hav said
i am serious this time
maybe she wouldnt believe me now nor would you
so its alright
i cant change your thinking
but i guess the only thing i can do now
is just to let you wait and see
i do have feelings for her and i will build that feelings up

2008-08-19T19:25:00.002+08:00

wah today went for CIP at the disabled home
they are kinda not bad actually
there is this 1 guy who kept talking and talking
and act himself lyk a host for a tv programme sth
haha
go around asking question
they seems to know more than us sia
MOST IMPORTANTLY, they know how to sing national day song
OMFG i dun even know sia -.-
and he gave me a gold medal! -.- haha
did enjoy myself there though
seeing different kind of ppl there made me feel that i am lucky in a way
being able to do things they dont
being able to understand things they dont &
being able to see things from diff perspective
at least now i learn 1 thing
that i shldnt take things for granted

I am in love with her,
& I am dead serious

2008-08-18T20:01:00.004+08:00

wah today is such a fucked up yet wonderful day

met zhengping in the morning on the train just as we planned
then sch was same old boring
after sch stay bak to discuss the fucking cip then didnt go lavender
kenna scolded by my guardian some more
she say what waste time
smlj sia
CIP if i can dun wan do i also wont do la
get ur facts right sia

went to buy crystal ji pa then pass it to her with the help of regina's
thx ah (:
then went home to do my own workout:
-800 skippings
-25 push ups
-30 flutter kicks
-5 hello little brother

wah muscles ache sia
now still must study for the fucking bio test
sian la
why cant she just use the old marks instead of sitting for another one?

alright gonna study now (: cya!

i am in a dilemma
i am in a confusion
sometimes
i was even unsure of what to do